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i really need to quit internalizing this
Jan. 17th, 2010 12:04 amseriously.
let's see, where did we leave off.... so there i was, at 45.000 feet, my engine flamed out, and i didn't have a 'chute - no wait, different story.
so there we were, in the vet's office with our cat pugsley, and his kidneys had finally shut down.
3 weeks later
so there i was, in the yet's office, with our cat mallory, who had cancer.
so there i was...
in a lot of ways it's easier for me to lose people than it is for me to lose pets.
people can take care of themselves. critters can, but up to a point. past that, i have to take care of them.
even though they both reside in little kitty cremation urns, i still see them out of the corner of my eye. i still feel them walking across me at night, i still hear them prowling around.
let's see, where did we leave off.... so there i was, at 45.000 feet, my engine flamed out, and i didn't have a 'chute - no wait, different story.
so there we were, in the vet's office with our cat pugsley, and his kidneys had finally shut down.
3 weeks later
so there i was, in the yet's office, with our cat mallory, who had cancer.
so there i was...
in a lot of ways it's easier for me to lose people than it is for me to lose pets.
people can take care of themselves. critters can, but up to a point. past that, i have to take care of them.
even though they both reside in little kitty cremation urns, i still see them out of the corner of my eye. i still feel them walking across me at night, i still hear them prowling around.
